So I was being so anxious about whether I got the interview for CAT in UiTM or not. Now, I'm anxious about going to the interview :/ Yeap, I got it. I'm happy I got it but I'm so freaking out about it. I AM SCAREDD !! Hm. In the letter, they asked us to bring pen, pencils and eraser. Which give us a clue that there are going to be a test. :/ What if they ask about accounts? I love the subject but I'm a normal person with a normal brain. Which means I have the ability to forget as I've never touch the book since my foot stepped out of the examination hall few months ago. Which I think is normal. I mean, WHO IN THEIR RIGHT MIND WOULD STUDY (except for those who starts college on January) during their holidays after SPM. Right? RIGHT?! What if they ask something that I know but I don't remember? What if I screwed up?? I really want it so bad :( Hm. Btw, I'll be going to the interview with my babe Didi as our interview happen on the same day, same time and same place. We'll show up with confident and try our best. It would be so cool if we both got in. Amin...
Tawakal je lah kan. If I didn't get in, it means it's not meant for me. I just hope for the best.
I hate myself for always being so nervous about something that I really want so bad and when I didn't get it, I'll be crushed. It's like a sickness for me. I can't control it. *sigh* Like the last driving test that I failed. It was all because of nervous. Yesterday during driving class, I can do everything very well but with a few mistakes but still. My driving instructor was like "Wah, awak ni dah bagus lah. Terer je saya tengok awak bawa. Okay je. Macam mana boleh fail?" But when the test came, BOOM! Gone. STUPID. Besides the anxiety, I wasn't really ready. If I want to do something so well, I need to practice until I'm fully satisfied and be ready 100%. Last time, I wasn't ready at all. I knew I would fail. I'll repeat my test again in 2 weeks. I will be more confident than before. I need a chill pill.
Alright, I've got plans to sort out for the weekends. Will be updating more soon ♥
haha i understand how you feel..benci kan kita rasa nervous benda yang kita harapkan sangat but then bila tak dapat rasa geram giler...it's normal but tu la either kita over-confident or under-confident..
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