Now, I have to work really really hard. CAT is not 1 1/2 year anymore. It is only for 7 months! Which is even tougher. No more playing.
Do you watch How I Met Your Mother? (Who doesn't?) Do you remember the part where Robin is dating Don and getting serious and suddenly Barney wants her back? Then Ted shows Barney a letter that Barney wrote for himself right after he broke up with Robin to remind him why he and Robin broke up? And Ted wrote the same letter for himself about why Ted and Robin broke up too? Remember that?
Yeah, I think I need to write a letter for 'future me' to remind myself that what is happening is for my own good and I'm better off without it.
Because I have a problem in letting go more than getting over. Eventhough I know this is for the best but I don't know why, for some reason, it is still hard for me to let go. But I KNOW, I HAVE TO.
And I WILL. I'm glad that I got in CAT in UiTM is not just because I get what I wanted. It is also a step of a new life and moving forward. Last year was the toughest year for me and after I left high school, I still feel like I'm stuck at the same old place without moving forward. Now, it's time for me to open a new book, walk forward and never look back.
Whenever I feel like going back, I'll remind myself that anything that happen is for my own good and I need to keep moving on. There's more ahead of me, there's more to life.
Remember that Alia.
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